Turning Nineteen

Listening: paradise live - assuredly yours



While, 19 is not the kinda milestone age like 18 or 21 or 30, I approach this age with much trembling and fear. I remembered, teasing hammy when she was my shepherd that she is SOOOOOOO OLD....she was 19 then, if she feels the same as I do right now, she prolly felt a tad unjustified. Actually how should a 19year old feel like or even dress like? I'm just making bouts of discovery each day, as I look back at different phases, I find myself beginning to understand chantel more.

Birthday present came extremely early this year. Way before the actual day of the birthday. The giver is none another then my daddy in heaven. Through some of the people who are closest and dearest to me, I learnt a new lesson of LOVE. Of what love entails. Courage, grace, patient, security, unconditional. My maker gave me a part of his heart, and slide in into the hole that was once wounded. Time don't heal wounds, Jesus does. Love doesn't change even as the person change. Love will only grow deeper as understanding grows. A renewed and restored heart, is a heart ready to love. "Love keeps no record of wrongs."

Of coz that is not all, he sent love in a very tangible manner. Thank God for Jon Tay, Kaiwen, Debbie and Gideon for coming all the way to my workplace to give me a surprise AT 12AM++ I really really appreciate it loads. Perhaps, coz I don't really expect it to happen, I am actually very touch by such a gesture.

Thank you for loving me.

And those we had smsed well wishes....

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